Random me

Sometimes I think how unstable me can actually be. Like this thing that bothering me for example. Well, it's nice to help others, to hear stories, burdens, sadness, or whatever. Keeping everyone happy is my favourite job. I'm the type of girl that can still look at you and smile, and is willing to brighten your day, even if I can't brighten my own. I gain self gratification by seeing others happy.

But in the other hand, sometimes it makes me think, is this an advantage? Or disadvantage? I mean on my behalf. I just don't know... Cos actually it's my "natural" behaviour, I don't make it up, it's was there all along. Anyone can come up with an answer?