Run To You - Whitney Houston

I know that when you look at me
There's so much that you just don't see
But if you would only take the time
I know in my heart you'd find

Oh a girl who's scared sometimes
Who isn't always strong
Can't you see the hurt in me?
I feel so all alone

I wanna run to you, I wanna run to you
Won't you hold me in your arms and keep me safe from harm?
I wanna run to you but if I come to you
Tell me, will you stay or will you run away

Each day, each day I play the role
Of someone always in control
But at night I come home and turn the key
There's nobody there, no one cares for me

Oh what's the sense
Of trying hard to find your dreams
Without someone to share it with
Tell me what does it mean?

I wanna run to you, I wanna run to you
Won't you hold me in your arms and keep me safe from harm?
I wanna run to you but if I come to you
Tell me, will you stay or will you run away, run away, no

I need you here
I need you here to wipe away my tears
To kiss away my fears, no
If you only knew how much

I wanna run to you and I wanna run to you
Oh won't you hold me in your arms and keep me safe from harm?
I wanna run to you but if I come to you
Tell me, will you stay or will you run away

A Very Good Quote

A very good quote :

Love your parents. We are so busy growing up, we often forget, they are also growing old

In Another Life?

It's been a month since om Agus passed away. Still don't wanna believe he can't be with us anymore... I still can hear his voice in my head... Seeing his sight in my mind... Hearing his jokes in my ears... and silently smiling everytime I remember those moments... But I know we have to let him go... Cos God has waited for him, in his new house, we shall not hold him down :')

God has set a proper place for him, special place beside Him. Where there are no sorrow, no stress, no pain, no sickness. A place full of glory and joyful. A brand new life for him :')

Been a tough month for all of us. Especially auntie Tina and fam. But I believe things will get better somehow. Cos God never leave us alone.

Whatever condition He puts us in, just surrender. For He will hold our hand and guide us through, even in our hardest moment. Never ever doubt Him for any reasons, cos there's nothing more wonderful than God's plans :') have faith.

Time passes by and everyone is still trying to recover, but life has to keep on moving. It's hard, I know, but hey no one ever say life will ever be easy :)

He has done his best during life, it's our time now to continue his "duty". Cos he's not leaving, he lives in our heart. From there he'll continue seeing the world. With our eyes. That's why we gotta do the best in life. Do not dissapoint him :)

RIP om. Our moments are so short yet so precious. Feel really grateful to know you :') If in another life God made us met, I hope I can know you better :') we'll never forget you.

So long Agus Pambudi, till we meet again someday. In God's home. In heaven :')

He FOLLOWED ME!

I.was.STUNNED! I can't believe my eyes! John is back to twitterland and HE FOLLOWED ME! I'm speechless! I was just soooo happy! :D welcome back john!

Quote Of The Day

" High expectation leads to high disappointment. So to keep it safe, just let things flow"

Me, Me, and Me :)

Bounjour people :D le me come back to blog business! LOL. Okay first, let me get things straight: the truth is I have no idea what to do right now. I don't have anything to do for the weekend which makes it extremely boring and nearly kills me inside #lebay *I've just got so bored being bored!*

So, before I ended up screwing my mood, I decided to surf on the internet to catch some things up. Well, HUGE thanks to my bb, cos maa has disconnected my bundling for about 2 months now +.+ Mommy, you really need to get things ready ASAP cos I just can't stand living without internet!

Now, where was I? Oh, the part I-have-to-much-spare-time-to-waste thing. So I decided to write another post. Well, better do something than nothing right? Unfortunately, my mind is kinda "fuzzy" right now, none popped up my mind. So I really don't know what to write :/ What about some facts about me? :) Me couldn't be that bad, could I? LOL

ME :

• Daughter of Jesus

• 18 years old *and getting older in no time. SIGHT!*

• A full time student

• The one and only

• Beautiful in my own way ;)

• Love my Daddy in heaven

• A proud Catholic

• Love my family and friends

• Heart my Jack ♥

• Talkative

• Music is within me

• HUGE fan of John C. Mayer

• Heart jazz

• Simple

• A good listener :p

• Violinist

• Pretty touchy person

• Skinny *need extra weight!*

• Independent

• Like being in the crowds

• Like to get to know new friends :)

• Wearing glasses

• Hate insects

• Love hanging out!

• Insomniac +.+

• Coffee addict

• Movie lover

• Bookworm

• Heart italian food, especially pasta

• Don't be so quick to judge me ;)

• Get tired of waiting

• Smile is my weapon

• Hate being bored

• A bit moody

• Just can't get mad

• Love disney

• Long reddish hair

• Hate backstabbers

• Colourful

• Not a modest girl, I wear what I'm comfortable with

• There's something about me and escalators...

• Friendly

• Heart sci-fi

• Le me love cats :3

• Superheroes B)

• Like to cook

• Happy being me :)

You can comment and share me yours if you like :D

This Is Not Goodbye

So, last friday me and some friends went to soetta to meet Jean who is going to continue her study in Aussie. Well, this is going to be our last meeting till next year. We also made her a gift. So that she knew that even we're far in sight, but we'll always be close in heart :) me, thea and others experienced some difficulties during the making, but glad it's finally done *and she loves it :))*

isn't it sad :(( I just can't hold my tears...

L to R : Radhit, Thea, Jean, Me, Kehe

all of us :)

our present :)

So long Jean :') gonna miss you like hell. Looking forward for your return honeey :*